Sad Sad Sad

Too many restless nights my body’s shaking

My head hurts gotta stomach ache

Too many sleepless nights and i’m impatient

Like a war inside my mind

I’m anxious all the time

Fake laughing but I’m breaking

Pretend I’m doing fine

Fight with my medication

It’s been a year

Too numb to feel

20mg of happiness but when i do the math

It Doesn’t add up, doesn’t add up

Cuz i’m still sad sad sad sad sad

Im still sad sad sad sad sad

Too many hours staring at the television

My therapist says its ok to rest

My friends are talking and I’m barely listening

They call me selfless but im self obsessed

Fake laughing but I’m breaking

Pretend I’m doing fine

Fight with my medication

It’s been a year

Starting to feel

20mg of happiness but when i do the math

It Doesn’t add up, doesn’t add up

Cuz i’m still sad sad sad sad sad

I’m still sad sad sad sad sad

I’m still sad sad sad sad sad

Sometimes i still have good dreams at night

Do my best to wake up smiling

It’s been the best year of my life

It Doesn’t add up, it doesn’t add up

Cuz

It’s been a year

Starting to feel

20mg of happiness but when i do the math

It Doesn’t add up, doesn’t add up

Cuz i’m still sad sad sad sad sad

I’m still sad sad sad sad sad

I’m still sad sad sad sad sad