cbb to b sad

IDER

Well, I hate myself

I hate that I'm sitting on top of your body thinking 'bout someone else

Fucking with my eyes shut

Nowhere you touch me is enough to stop me looking for a way out

I've become that person

Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak, and suddenly I hate the way you speak

The way you eat me out

I draw my curtain

Yeah, it's harder to lie in the light, I see you looking at me

Waiting for me

 

[Chorus]

Well, I know I shouldn't be with you

But I can't be bothered to be sad

I'm so lonely nеxt to your body

Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad

Funny how time changes your mind

And you werе once the best thing I ever had

Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder

Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad

 

[Verse 2]

Well, I hate myself

I used to be fun and cool, now I don't fancy myself

Picking up old fights

Tryna make you hate me 'cause I can't be straight when you ask if I'm alright

Well, it's my problem

Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak and suddenly I see I'm in too deep

Gonna hurt to leave

And I don't wanna solve it

Even though you repulse me every time you love me and you look at me

Waiting for me

 

[Chorus]

Well, I know I shouldn't be with you

But I can't be bothered to be sad

I'm so lonely next to your body

Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad

Funny how time changes your mind

And you were once the best thing I ever had

Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder

Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad

Well, I know I shouldn't be with you

But I can't be bothered to be sad

I'm so lonely next to your body

Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad

Funny how time changes your mind

And you were once the best thing I ever had

Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder

Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad

 

[Outro]

Can't be bothered to be sad