Show Runner 99

My character's breaking

Thought I had this memorized

It doesn't help that I'm wasted

With these lights right in my eyes

Why's it still feel like I'm taking

Center stage from someone else?

Why's it still feel like I'm faking

When I'm starring as myself?

Got three more hours back from LA

And my Nissan's breaking down

Grab a replacement on the way

Got money for it now

Welcome to spotlit vacation

Where the silence grows like trees

I'm fielding congratulations

While I'm choking on the leaves

Should I keep on searching?

(Is this really all there is? I try)

I'm trying to turn in

(What if I already did?)

To I

I'm trying

They say the mind's a good servant

As a master, it is fucked

Convinced it's gotta be perfect

No such thing as good enough

You got a head full of what-ifs

And it's keeping you afloat

And you got better days coming

Doesn't mean they're tomorrow

Should I keep on searching?

(Is this really all there is? I try)

I'm trying to turn in

(What if I already did?)

To I

To I (If I already did, if I already did, I'm scared that I already did)

To try (I'm scared that I already did, I'm scared that I already did)