Miss The You

제이플라(J.Fla)

Scars are fading, but the habits still remind me

And all the normal things feel twisted out of place

Memory keeps the moments I tried so hard to forget

Turns them into stories it repeats inside my head

 

You said it meant nothing

You said you were foolish

You said it wouldn’t happen again

But something in me cracked when you said it.

 

I hate that I still love you, hate that it still hurts

And I know my heart is already trying to forgive you

I hate that I still love you, hate that it still hurts

I miss the you I fell in love with

 

Crying like a child just waking from a nightmare,

Writing sharp words only to cross them out again

Love never gave us time, and all my firsts were you

So why was I only the last thing on your list?

 

You said it meant nothing

You said you were foolish

You said it wouldn’t happen again

But something in me cracked when you said it.

 

I hate that I still love you, hate that it still hurts

And I know my heart is already trying to forgive you

I hate that I still love you, hate that it still hurts

I miss the you I fell in love with

 

Can we ever find our way back again,

Holding on to the moments that felt sweeter than the hurt,

Remembering the good that stayed with us,

And believing that maybe we’re not as broken as we thought.

 

I hate that I still love you, hate that it still hurts

And I know my heart is already trying to forgive you

I hate that I still love you, hate that it still hurts

I miss the you I fell in love with