Hell Inside Me

GUMX (검엑스)

When I open my eyes at dawn,

it takes me to hell and kills me again.

Am I living well now?

Should I continue to walk through the darkness,

deceived by the hope of challenge again?

I really don't know.

When I asked myself,

“Are you living a happy life?”

I couldn’t answer.

But I know what I want now.

I wish I could feel at ease.

I wish I could live without any worries.

That's the life I want.

It's alright!

I'll be okay.

Fighting with myself!

A lonely fight that leaves me disappointed in myself.

I may not win, but I will know the truth.

I will be able to find the path I should walk from now on.