I get mad at me—

But it’s always you I’m runnin’ to.

I say I’m fine—

but you know that’s never true.

I try to leave, I try to move,

But every road I take goes back to you.

 

Yeah, I keep on talkin’ like I’m doin’ fine,

But every word I say just feels like lies.

Still got habits ,what I was supposed to kill,

But they come back around whenever you will.

I’m sick of lyin’ like I’m holdin’ up,

You drag me down before I’m gettin’ up.

I fake the laugh like everything’s okay,

But even silence hits me your damn way.

 

I hate the way I lose myself,

And I hate that it’s you who I blame.

Tried runnin’ from the mess I left,

But somehow it still knows my name.

 

I get mad at me—

But it’s always you I’m runnin’ to.

I say I’m fine—

but you know that’s never true.

I try to leave, I try to move,

But every road I take goes back to you.

 

I get mad at me—

‘Cause always end up missin’ you

I say I’m over it,

But I fake every time I do

I try to leave, I try to move,

But every road I take goes back to you

 

you, you

you, you

back to you

 

you, you

you, you

back to you

 

I swear I’m changin’ but I stay the same,

And every time I try, I lose the frame.

I try to shut you out and lock it tight,

But somehow I keep losin’ every fight.

i tell myself I’m fine, but I fuck it up,

Like every move I make comes right undone.

I tried to drop the weight where we went dark,

But even when I run, it breaks my guard

 

I hate the way I lose myself,

And I hate that it’s you who I blame.

Tried runnin’ from the mess I left,

But somehow it still knows my name.

 

I get mad at me—

But it’s always you I’m runnin’ to.

I say I’m fine—

but you know that’s never true.

I try to leave, I try to move,

But every road I take goes back to you.

 

I get mad at me—

‘Cause always end up missin’ you

I say I’m over it,

But I fake every time I do

I try to leave, I try to move,

But every road I take goes back to you

 

you, you

you, you

back to you

 

you, you

you, you

 

I keep on trying, but it never stays,

And every time I breathe, it slips my way