i said i don't wanna do it.

니브 (NIve)

They say

“Wake up, chase your dream”

They say

“Buy a house and join the team”

Wear a tie and smile at screens

But that ain’t really me, me, me, yeah

 

I said I don’t wanna do it

If it don’t feel like breathing

I’m tired of the proving myself

 

They say, “Be strong”

They say, “Don’t cry”

Guess emotions ain't in style, yeah

But I write sad songs in the dark

I’m not lost, I’m on my way

On a road I chose today

 

I said I don’t wanna do it

If I’m losing my own name

I’d rather be the awkward one in the room

I don’t wanna fake the smile

I’m not really so nice

Sorry, are you in shock?

 

I said I don’t wanna do it

If it don’t feel like breathing

I’m tired of the proving myself

 

They say, “Be strong”

They say, “Don’t cry”

Guess emotions ain't in style, yeah

But I write sad songs in the dark

I’m not lost, I’m on my way

On a road I chose today

 

To- day

 

Ay ay ay ay~

 

Oh

Where the lights are loud

Whisper to myself, um

I just need my silence

 

They say, “Be strong”

They say, “Don’t cry”

Guess emotions ain't in style, yeah

But I write sad songs in the dark

I’m not lost, I’m on my way

On a road I chose today