If you ask a stupid question

Then you'll get a stupid answer

And if you ask if I'm okay, I'm unhappy ever after, hmm

If you ask me how I'm coping

I'm like a minute from disaster

I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA

 

My world's spinning the wrong way 'round

Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm lowkey down

Tryna find something to laugh about, oh

 

Oh, ain't it funny how

I seem fine, but I'm depressed?

I look so pretty, but I'm a mess

I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why?

Oh, ain't it funny how

I wanna be brave, I'm terrified

To get myself dressed and go outside

I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside

 

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

 

I don't want no conversation

I'm not good around new people

I'd rather stick to what I know and watch Malcolm in the Middle

 

Feeling lonely when I'm in the crowd

Treading water tryin' not to drown

Tryna find something to laugh about, oh

 

Oh, ain't it funny how

I seem fine, but I'm depressed?

I look so pretty, but I'm a mess

I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why?

Oh, ain't it funny how

Wanna be brave, I'm terrified

To get myself dressed and go outside

I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside

 

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night

If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life