Permanent Scars

Christopher(크리스토퍼)

Those pretty lies,

I know them all too well,

The quiet violence

I brought upon myself

Gone with the wind

but somehow I'm not convinced

about your innocence

 

I've made mistakes

but you know you've made some too

It's not black white

That's why I feel so blue

inside and I try to pretend it's not 'bout you

We both know that ain't true and

 

Oh

God knows that there are days

where you don't cross my mind

I hold my own

And then that's the long lonely nights

 

Where it's just everything

you said in my head on repeat and I

Just can't let it rest

Silhouettes on the street at night

Like you never left but you did

And I made it this far

Just know you left a permanent scar

 

I still run faster to keep from drifting slow

Into the places I know I shouldn't go

Nobody is laughing

but you would've loved that joke

I just know

 

And please believe that there are days

where you don't cross my mind

I hold my own

And then that's the long lonely nights

 

Where it's just everything

you said in my head on repeat and I

Just can't let it rest

Silhouettes on the street at night

Like you never left but you did

And I made it this far

Just know you left a permanent scar

Inside my chest

Now the rest of us is history

Look at all this mess that you left

Unsolved mysteries

Did you try your best?

Cause I did

And I made it this far

Just know you left a permanent scar

 

Oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh

 

You left a permanent scar

 

Oh oh oh oh oh

 

Now it's just everything

you said in my head on repeat and I

Just can't let it rest

Silhouettes on the street at night

Like you never left but you did

And I made it this far

Just know you left a permanent scar