Fuckin′ New Year

백예린 (Yerin Baek)

Still don't understand why you wanted to help me

The long nights

I spent praying for someone to hold me up still

I'm so afraid I might ever lose control

ever let myself go somewhere far from home

ta-da-dada-da-da

Got weak and old

Another goddamn year

I got no new attitude for this fucking new year

Got smaller and bruised

Another scar on the wrist

Can't be on good behavior in this fucking new love

Some say god gives you another chance

I try so hard to live

but my heart says let it go away

Let it go to heaven

I don't know

If I still have a chance to be forgiven or forgive

You say I'll be surely okay

But I, now realize that even doctors lie

tryna' save me

tryna' save a fool like me

Got weak and old

Another goddamn year

I got no new attitude for this fucking new year

Got smaller and bruised

Another scar on the wrist

Can't be on good behavior

in this fucking new love

Please, don't save me

Don't even try to save me

Please, don't save me

You don't even try to save me