i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa, Zaini)

Rxseboy

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore

Yeah feel my confidence fallin' in a swan dive

And I ain't special

please don't put me in your archive

I go to sleep and know

I wake up on the wrong side

I haven't liked myself in such a long time

(Long time)

But if I disappear problem solved

Always find my noddin' off

I'm convinced I'm not enough

I say I'm good they call my bluff

I try to be okay with the thought of humiliation

But everyday I'm awake

I'm avoidin' my obligations

So maybe I'll face it that everything I do is basic

I said I was destined for greatness

but I'm workin' a grill at my dayshift

I am not convinced this is it but I don't know

'Cause every day I'm at my best

I still feel like I'm a joke

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore

Wish I was more lovable

I hate makin' food so I Lunchable

Stay lookin' up 'cause I'm gullible

And I'm sick of feelin' uncomfortable

Step it back so I reassess

It might take a while so I need a sec

I bet once I'm there I won't be a mess

You get peace of mind

when you're free of stress

But what if it don't work?

I might get lost while I soul search

Up then I'm down like a coaster

We all takin' a plunge but I'll go first

I guess it's back to square one

Lotta problems that I'm taking care of

This sucks

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore

I hope

I wake up as someone else tomorrow

'Cause I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be me anymore