Four Leaf Dream

Matilda Mann

I was so mad at you for leaving

But thank God you did

My mind's a constant stream of

what I should've said

I was so overwhelmed by all you had done

And it's unusual I never jump the gun

I let it all just drift away

If only I had time to make it all okay

And God I tried

It took a while for me to see it wasn't right

You were my never ending four leaf dream

You held the keys to what was bittersweet

Now you're my past tense intense company

Maybe I'll go back to sleep

I was so mad at me

for seeing what was never there

I painted pictures with the words

that you prepared

I was so overwhelmed by all you had done

And it's confusing

'cause you let me hold the gun

I let it all just drift away

If only I had time to make it all okay

And God I tried

It took a while for me to see it wasn't right

You were my never ending four leaf dream

You held the keys to what was bittersweet

Now you're my past tense intense company

Hope I don't fall back asleep