end of the year v6

Rxseboy, ENRA

The date is December 9 2021

I feel like everything's changed

but nothing's really changed

It's crazy

Yo this is everything I've wanted knowing

where I'm headed

Get it never flaunt

it don't be awkward in my mentions

Talk to me like Socrates philosophy

and questions

I'm just tryna be my best 'cause to myself

I'm never second

What you do

and who you know combined is politics

It's a cold world

and I'm getting sick of all of it

All of this a crock of shit drop a hit

and watch it dip

Short term gain long term loss of confidence

I don't wanna do it but I know I have to

Truly makes me happy

other half of me is acting

I could tell you all about me

indecisive with a passion

Into writing every night

until they throw me in a casket

RIP to the dreams I wasn't chasing

RIP guillotine my body aching

RIP to my girl we could've made it

Now all I see is a world of complications

I hate it

And RIP to one of my closest friends

Rest easy man

We'll meet up soon

Yo comin' back in wonder what I'm stackin'

Went and got some money

put the hundreds on the mattress

Now we tourin' out in Paris

and these honeys started flashin'

My reaction is a mix between

I'm cool and then I'm smashin'

I need love inside my life

but not before I have my fun though

You know I'm boutta buy a crib

I got the funds though

Can't do commitment anymore

I'm feelin' cutthroat

Not because I wanna be I'm sorry

but you must know

That I am not the same guy

but at the same time

I have never switched up on anyone

I can't lie

And if you think that it's a fallacy

then we won't play nice

I should lose my cool but recently

I got a tame mind

No more overthinking

no more second guessing