stable life

Dhruv

I seem to always make a fool of myself

I spend my nights alone

Can't stop to face the truth 'bout myself

Because everyone's always on the go

 

Yeah in two years, you'll be finding a lover

And in ten I'll just be finding my feet

And I see wedding bands, sonograms

In your life and times but

All I see for me is grey

 

Was I really made for that stable life though? Stable life though?

I can't go on with that stable life though, stable life though

No matter how hard I try, I never picture it like how you see your stable life

 

I have a hard time enjoying myself

I'm watching everyone smile around me

They go home with their boyfriends

They go home with their friends and I'm left to my idle thoughts once again

 

And in five years you'll move back to this city

Where I never felt like I was enough

Buy that house with the brick patio three roads down

from where you and I grew up

 

Was I really made for that stable life though? Stable life though?

And I can't go on with that stable life though, stable life though

No matter how hard I try,

I never picture it like how you see your stable life (Yeah)

 

You're the girl next door (Girl next door)

The one my parents adore (Parents adore)

They secretly hoped we were more

But you're just the girl next door